“I felt uncomfortable doing Nishabd” - Amitabh Bachchan

Bollywood Features September 8th, 2007

  “I felt comfortable doing Cheeni Kum, I felt uncomfortable doing The surprising thing about young fools is how many survive to become old fools.
Nishabd,” said Amitabh Bachchan in a freewheeling confessional interview with Editor-in-Chief of Those who dwell among the beauties and mysteries of the Earth are never alone or weary of life.
Times Now Arnab Goswami in his weekly show Frankly Speaking. For once Big B gave a comprehensive To be ambitious of true honor, of the true glory and perfection of our natures, is the very principle and incentive of virtue.
answer to the repeated barbs of Naseeruddin Shah who has said at many an occasion of Mr Bachchan’s Society in every state is a blessing, but government, even in its best state, is but a necessary evil; in its worst state an intolerable one.
minimal contribution to experimental or parallel cinema. “The kind of experimental cinema that What is the singing of birds, or any natural sound, compared with the voice of one we love?
Naseer talks of was perhaps a little limited as far as its box office content was concerned, It is obvious that truth in general depends on both language and extra-linguistic fact. The statement ‘Brutus killed Caesar’ would be false if the world had been different in certain ways, but it would also be false if the word ‘killed’ happened rather to have the sense of ‘begat’. Thus one is tempted to suppose in general that the truth of a statement is somehow analysable into a linguistic component and a factual component. Given this supposition it next seems reasonable that in some statements the factual component should be null; and that these are the analytic statements. But for all its a priori reasonableness, a boundary between the analytic and synthetic statements simply has not been drawn. That there is such a distinction to be drawn at all is an unempirical dogma of empiricists, a metaphysical article of faith.
therefore you tended to shy away from it,” he said. In one of the most comprehensive interviews with Her blue eyes sought the west afar, For lovers love the western star.
the doyen of Indian cinema, IndiaFM brings you the first part of this absorbing conversation that It is emphatically the province and duty of the judicial department to say what the law is. . . . If two laws conflict with each other, the courts must decide on the operation of each. . . . This is of the very essence of judicial duty.
you can watch on Times Now this Sunday (9th September). Beet gayee so baat gayee….Hmmmm….Time to Whose woods these are I think I know. His house is in the village though; He will not see me stopping here To watch his woods fill up with snow.
get hooked on to the magic….Arnab: So much is happening actually, when one looks back since we Of priests we can offer a charmin’ variety, Far renowned for larnin’ and piety.
last met, the last eight months since we last met on the sets of this show, new films, a lot of Sometimes piety crowds out good humor and lofty culture.
events in your personal life, Abhi-Ash wedding…Amitabh: that’s right. Arnab: And professionally I write entirely to find out what I’m thinking, what I’m looking at, what I see and what it means.
you are doing newer things. How do you look back? What’s been for you the happiest moment, if Winning is nice if you don’t lose your integrity in the process.
there’s not a….Amitabh: Well… if you are gonna push me to the wall then I’ll say obviously the As we cleanse the inner vessel, there will have to be changes made in our own personal lives, in our families, and in the Church. The proud do not change to improve, but defend their position by rationalizing. Repentance means change, and it takes a humble person to change. But we can do it.
wedding of the son…but you know this is life, everyday there is something happening and … and Sincere love is something that sacrifices—not something that indulges itself. Sincere love is responsible. It would never knowingly hurt, but would heal.
when you are in a, in a, profession which is high profile….then something or the other keeps Dedicated workers are a necessary part of establishing the Lord’s Kingdom on earth.
happening this is life.. Arnab: are you working harder today than you worked earlier? Amitabh: I… I eat to live, to serve, and also, if it so happens, to enjoy, but I do not eat for the sake of enjoyment.
don’t know.. Arnab: Like pushing yourself? Amitabh: I don’t know, I …have never considered using ‘Tis strange what a man may do, and a woman yet think him an angel.
any yardstick to measure whether I’m working harder or less, but let’s say that I’m occupied with I hold it for indisputable, that the first duty of a State is to see that every child born therein shall be well housed, clothed, fed, and educated, till it attain years of discretion. But in order to the effecting this the Government must have an authority over the people of which we now do not so much as dream.
whatever I’m doing, my day is full and I like it that way, it’s something to look forward to every The less help you have in a garden the more yours it is.
morning. I don’t know anything else so I’m happy that I have a few films. And I enjoy going to the Ay, sir; to be honest, as this world goes, is to be one man picked out of ten thousand.
studio and attempting new things or whatever is offered to me, it’s nice…Arnab: You know, it was I have learned to use the word ‘impossible’ with the greatest caution.
said…This comment had been once made by Naseeruddin Shah & he’d said that why has experimental When writing about transcendental issues, be transcendentally clear.
movies, why have they not happened? And he had been quoted as saying that the one person who’d ruled How gladly would I meet Mortality my sentence, and be earth Insensible! how glad would lay me down As in my mother’s lap!
the film industry-Amitabh Bachchan-in the 70′-80’s even after that…didn’t make an attempt to do Any coward can sit in his home and criticize a pilot for flying into a mountain in a fog. But I would rather, by far, die on a mountainside than in bed. What kind of man would live where there is no daring? And is life so dear that we should blame men for dying in adventure? Is there a better way to die?
it. But now the kind of movies you’re doing are both experiments and they are unconventional. Are “While stands the Coliseum, Rome shall stand; When falls the Coliseum, Rome shall fall; And when Rome falls—the world.”
you doing it consciously Mr. Bachchan? Amitabh: Firstly I’m happy, you know… that somebody is To the uneducated, an A is just three sticks.
noticing that there is a change in our format and in our attempt to do something different, but What you have done becomes the judge of what you’re going to do especially in other people’s minds. When you’re traveling, you are what you are right there and then. People don’t have your past to hold against you. No yesterdays on the road.
yes, Naseer is right that in the early years there was this accusation that was leveled not just to There are two kinds of people in the world, those who believe there are two kinds of people in the world and those who don’t.
me but to all the actors in the mainstream commercial, escapist cinema who had a following, who had The mediator of the inexpressible is the work of art.
a certain profile with the audience and they were often said look, you know you have the strength of Programming today is a race between software engineers stirring to build bigger and better idiot-proof programs, and the universe trying to produce bigger and better idiots. So far, the universe is winning.
the audience and the box-office to be able to make better cinema and therefore why aren’t you I quote others only the better to express myself.
attempting it? There were several factors I think that go into this…I think when you initially And when he fell in whirlwind, he went down As when a lordly cedar, green with boughs, Goes down with a great shout upon the hills, And leaves a lonesome place against the sky.
start off work as an artist the main desire is to get some work, to get the work, you want to Dreams are necessary to life.
succeed to get some more work and you realise that what succeeds is what does well at the box That was my gift . . . having the ability to put certain guys together that would create a chemistry and then letting them go; letting them play what they knew, and above it.
office. The kind of experimental cinema that Naseer talks of was perhaps a little limited as far as While man’s desires and aspirations stir he cannot choose but err.
its box office content was concerned, therefore you tended to shy away from it, but yes after having All life is an experiment. The more experiments you make the better.
achieved a certain degree of recognition this should have been encouraged again but I think, by that Run to seed.
time there are several other factors that are working let us say a artist like…a prominent star You must always be puzzled by mental illness. The thing I would dread most, if I became mentally ill, would be your adopting a common sense attitude; that you could take it for granted that I was deluded.
whose stayed number one for several in the box office he agrees to do something experimental in Life is like a cobweb, not an organization chart.
nature, Will the people who are connected with him and in its business treat it in the same tense or Differences of power are always manifested in asymmetrical access.
with the same attitude that the actors going to that is really the question? I think not because, a Mortal birth is a boon to which only those spirits who kept their first estate are eligible. (see Jude 6)
lot of commerce writes ahead of and behind this object of ‘Great Box Office success’ and sometimes Calvin: There’s no problem so awful that you can’t add some guilt to it and make it even worse!
it can be very misleading to one. And sometimes it can be very misleading to work. I could be the We often speak of love when we really should be speaking of the drive to dominate or to master, so as to confirm ourselves as active agents, in controlof our own destinies and worthy of respect from others.
number one seller at the box office but when I make an experimental film I could be making several All the so–called “secrets of success” will not work unless you do.
considerations for the execution of that project. not necessarily not in the mind s of people who If I do not participate in the sacrifice, it is as if I did not sacrifice at all.
are exploiting it or selling it and that is the danger we feel .cause we never know what the And weep the more, because I weep in vain.
distributor is paying for it and how is he recovering that money and how is he is further selling it There may be fairies at the bottom of the garden. There is no evidence for it, but you can’t prove that there aren’t any, so shouldn’t we be agnostic with respect to fairies?
and what the exhibitors are paying it and what are the expectations just because there is a cerebral Of all the diversions of life, there is none so proper to fill up its empty spaces as the reading of useful and entertaining authors.
star in it. He may think that this is another movie with lots of song and drama, the usual box Approach each new problem not with a view of finding what you hope will be there, but to get the truth, the realities that must be grappled with. You may not like what you find. In that case you are entitled to try to change it. But do not deceive yourself as to what you do find to be the facts of the situation.
office drama content in it, but may end up not finding none of it is there and therefore loose. but Pity is reserved for those who have no fight left in them.
he may decide or configure his commercials of that project through that thinking that sort of Done in convention by the unanimous consent of the states present the seventeenth day of September in the year of our Lord one thousand seven hundred and eighty seven and of the independence of the United States of America the twelfth. In witness whereof We have hereunto subscribed our Names, G. Washington-Presidt. and deputy from Virginia New Hampshire: John Langdon, Nicholas Gilman Massachusetts: Nathaniel Gorham, Rufus King Connecticut: Wm: Saml. Johnson, Roger Sherman New York: Alexander Hamilton New Jersey: Wil: Livingston, David Brearly, Wm. Paterson, Jona: Dayton Pennsylvania: B. Franklin, Thomas Mifflin, Robt. Morris, Geo. Clymer, Thos. FitzSimons, Jared Ingersoll, James Wilson, Gouv Morris Delaware: Geo: Read, Gunning Bedford jun, John Dickinson, Richard Bassett, Jaco: Broom Maryland: James McHenry, Dan of St Thos. Jenifer, Danl Carroll Virginia: John Blair–, James Madison Jr. North Carolina: Wm. Blount, Richd. Dobbs Spaight, Hu Williamson South Carolina: J. Rutledge, Charles Cotesworth Pinckney, Charles Pinckney, Pierce Butler Georgia: William Few, Abr Baldwin
pre-rights a commercial actor and therefore sometimes there are unfortunate happenings there can be As the rivers flowing east and west Merge in the sea and become one with it, Forgetting they were ever separate rivers, So do all creatures lose their separateness When they merge at last into pure Being.
huge losses just because he has bought a part of it thinking this is going to be a commercial film RIGHTEOUSNESS, n. A sturdy virtue that was once found among the Pantidoodles inhabiting the lower part of the peninsula of Oque. Some feeble attempts were made by returned missionaries to introduce it into several European countries . . .
but in fact it is something middle of the road or even less.. Arnab: But when you are pushing the The best way out is always through.
boundaries because you’re recent films the themes themselves Mr. Bachchan, Nishabd and Cheeni Kum Absence diminishes mediocre passions and increases great ones, as wind blows out candles and fans fire.
they are so unconventional, doesn’t the fear of – that I will not be accepted by the masses or by Whatever there is of God and goodness in the universe, it must work itself out and express itself through us. We cannot stand aside and let God do it.
the audiences not in Mumbai or in Delhi but in Gorakhpur in this role, doesn’t that worry you? The thing you really believe in always happens . . . and the belief in a thing makes it happen.
Amitabh: See….when you are playing the leading man then you carry the onus of the birth not the PORTUGUESE, n.pl. A species of geese indigenous to Portugal. They are mostly without feathers and imperfectly edible, even when stuffed with garlic.
success or failure of that film as well. That’s the time to worry and perhaps that’s the period of The #1 guideline to success is you must be in business for yourself. When you work for someone else, you sell your time at wholesale to your employer, who then re-sells it at retail to the customer.
my career where this could have been legitimately argued. But I think that now that I’m 65 and I Skepticism is unbelief in cause and effect.
play character roles and the onus of the box-office doesn’t entirely restrict me then I think it Whoever cares to learn will always find a teacher.
makes it much more easier to take these decisions. Also the fact because I’m 65 I obviously can’t do To compare is not to prove.
something young therefore there are really no options and if there are enterprising people in Cheeni A new day could be a wonderful new start for us if we could keep from being our same old selves.
Kum, Nishabd or the villain in AAG, Ram Gopal Verma’s Aag or several others that are being The English are busy folk; they have no time in which to be polite.
considered then its very fortunate for me as an actor cause I’m being tested and I’m being examined Like associates with like.
all over again and the enthusiasm levels to do something or attempt something becomes different all In your thirst for knowledge, be sure not to drown in all the information.
the more potent. Arnab: Can you pick for our viewers the two most, as you say the actor has to be Being your own man does not mean taking advantage of anyone else.
tested from these two films Nishabd and Cheeni Kum, two moments where you felt you were being A static hero is a public liability. Progress grows out of motion.
tested? Amitabh: Yeah…I think both of them in their own way were great challenges, I felt Nishabd Like a hog, or dog in the manger, he doth only keep it because it shall do nobody else good, hurting himself and others.
was more challenging, I felt comfortable doing Cheeni Kum, I felt uncomfortable doing Nishabd, not The essence of Government is power; and power, lodged as it must be in human hands, will ever be liable to abuse.
uncomfortable morally or ethically or according to social standards. Not because of moral or social For he seemed to me again like a king, Like a king in exile, uncrowned in the underworld, Now due to be crowned again.
angle behind the film. It was a tougher role it was pushing me into areas where I had not been Deviate an inch. lose a thousand miles.
before and therefore trying to think more and wonder and that’s what being in a film is all about. His creation springs, not from nothingness, from something other than Himself, from a not-Him, but from His fundamental being, from the potencies and virtualities latent in His own unrevealed being.
if I can have a sleepless night before going on to the sets next morning and I have got butterflies I cannot forgive a scholar his homeless despondency.
in my stomach next morning then it is worth going to work next morning then it is the test of the To give the white-haired father or mother not only respect, but confidence, to tell the joke and the secret to them first, to accord them cordially the central place in the merrymaking, may seem trivial matters, yet they are not trivial to those who, in the twilight of life, begin to think they are useless or forgotten, and to question whether they shall be missed when they shall go out into the nearing night. Courtesy is but a little thing and costs nothing, and if it is due to any one, it is surely due to the aged among us, especially when these are our parents.
examination that going to follow. For an artist I believe that’s very important, you need to keep Let us be grateful to people who make us happy; they are the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom.
evolving you need to keep going into areas which you haven’t been before otherwise it becomes very The challenge of leadership is to be strong, but not rude; be kind, but not weak; be bold, but not bully; be thoughtful, but not lazy; be humble, but not timid; be proud, but not arrogant; have humor, but without folly.
routine and that would be a very sad state of affairs Arnab: Even more important than box-office You know, it’s not the world that was my oppressor, because what the world does to you, if the world does it to you long enough and effectively enough, you begin to do to yourself.
success? Amitabh: I think somewhere you need to have mental balance. You need the box-office If you want to succeed you should strike out on new paths rather than travel the worn paths of accepted success.
success to continuously be at work but if you are going to be doing work which is routine then as an If I don’t need the money, I don’t work.
artist you are going to be dishonest and may be cheating your profession. Ideally of course I would Still others make gardens because it is part of a full life. To live happily they must invest their hours and aspirations in the activities of another world. And they draw the interest of delight and refreshment according to the measure of their investment. These are usually quaint folk, other–worldly in their manner, but capable of comprehending the idiosyncrasies of Nature as she displays them in a tree and bush and passing season, across the skyline and in the infinite zenith. These, moreover, are the successful gardeners.
like to be working in really creative films, testing my creativity everyday and seeing that the box When a fellow says it hain’t the money but the principle o’ the thing, it’s th’ money.
office is also sent across outside the pavilion…hitting the numbers are concerned, but that does If you have tears, prepare to shed them now. You all do know this mantle: I remember The first time ever Caesar put it on; ‘Twas on a summer’s evening, in his tent, That day he overcame the Nervii: Look, in this place ran Cassius’ dagger through: See what a rent the envious Casca made: Through this the well-beloved Brutus stabb’d; And as he pluck’d his cursed steel away, Mark how the blood of Caesar follow’d it, As rushing out of doors, to be resolved If Brutus so unkindly knock’d, or no; For Brutus, as you know, was Caesar’s angel: Judge, O you gods, how dearly Caesar loved him! This was the most unkindest cut of all; For when the noble Caesar saw him stab, Ingratitude, more strong than traitors’ arms, Quite vanquish’d him: then burst his mighty heart; And, in his mantle muffling up his face, Even at the base of Pompey’s Statua, Which all the while ran blood, great Cæsar fell, O! what a fall was there, my countrymen; Then I, and you, and all of us fell down, Whilst bloody treason flourish’d over us. O! now you weep, and I perceive you feel The dint of pity; these are gracious drops. Kind souls, what, weep you when you but behold Our Caesar’s vesture wounded? Look you here, Here is himself, marr’d, as you see, with traitors. . . . . Good friends, sweet friends, let me not stir you up To such a sudden flood of mutiny. They that have done this deed are honourable: What private griefs they have, alas! I know not, That made them do it; they are wise and honourable, And will no doubts with reason answer you. I come not, friends, to steal away your hearts: I am no orator, as Brutus is; But, as you know me all, a plain blunt man, That love my friend. . . . . For I have neither wit, nor words, nor worth, Action , nor utterance, nor power of speech, To stir men’s blood; I only speak right on; I tell you that which you yourselves do know.
not always happen, I think you take some of the good with the bad and some of the bad with the Man is a goal seeking animal. His life only has meaning if he is reaching out and striving for his goals.
good. Arnab: If you look at it Mr. Bachchan you have always been criticized. Is it because of your Those who know when to stop do not find themselves in trouble.
stature? Is it because of the things that you do? Amitabh: I actually should be asking this We need not all agree, but if we disagree, let us not be disagreeable in our disagreements.
question. It is usually the media that asks. Two things come to my mind when you put a question like For keenest enjoyment, I visit when the dew is on them, or in cloudy weather, or when the rain is falling: and I must be alone or with someone who cares for them as I do.
that… one is… is there some kind of dissatisfaction you have towards me as a human being as an The rose is fairest when ‘t is budding new, And hope is brightest when it dawns from fears. The rose is sweetest wash’d with morning dew, And love is loveliest when embalm’d in tears.
individual as an artist as a person… a misfit… whatever… the frills that come with being a You can be a rank insider as well as a rank outsider.
celebrity or is it that you need to say this because it is going to make good copy because I think We are what we think. With our thoughts we make the world. All that we are will rise with our thoughts.
this is where the differentiation will come in and you will have to decide it you want the copy or Charm: the quality in others that makes us more satisfied with ourselves.
you will be able to say the truth which is which could well be… that ya … we live in a society This story will not go down.
where there are just very few limited number of people who are celebrities worthy of being talked If a window of opportunity appears, don’t pull down the shade.
about and written about and therefore lets keep writing or attacking them because that’s making good Do not hover always on the surface of things, nor take up suddenly, with mere appearances; but penetrate into the depth of matters, as far as your time and circumstances allow, especially in those things which relate to your profession.
copy for us. Arnab: Well I remember a quote of yours that you gave in an interview in 1999 where Whom neither shape of danger can dismay, Nor thought of tender happiness betray.
you said ‘I am never a confident about my career at any stage’ and you went on to say that ‘everyday Those who have lived a good life do not fear death, but meet it calmly, and even long for it in the face of great suffering. But those who do not have a peaceful conscience, dread death as though life means nothing but physical torment. The challenge is to live our life so that we will be prepared for death when it comes.
I think it is the end of the world and my career is over’. Why would Amitabh Bachchan say something If you are cast in a different mould to the majority, it is no merit of yours: Nature did it.
like that? Amitabh: That’s because you have attached a certain renowned to the name Amitabh The man who attends strictly to his business usually has plenty of business to attend to.
Bachchan. It’s just another name, and it’s just another individual, and just another human being who Outside show is a poor substitute for inner worth.
is in the profession and in a medium which is perhaps a little larger than life. All the things that The end of the human race will be that it will eventually die of civilization.
we do are bigger than life and larger in perspective and more heroic and a lot more worthy of To Nature the dweller in the Nile valley linked all that was dear to him: his happiest fetes, poetry, and love — all were bound up with the garden and its products, especially flowers. Few Oriental nations can think of a festival without flowers, but nowhere are they so completely a part of human life, and so essential, as in [Ancient] Egypt.
adulation and therefore some of that or a very large quantity of that comes on to us. Arnab: Do you I would rather be ashes than dust! I would rather that my spark should burn out in a brilliant blaze than it should be stifled by dry-rot. I would rather be a superb meteor, every atom of me in magnificent glow, than a sleepy and permanent planet. The proper function of man is to live, not to exist. I shall not waste my days in trying to prolong them. I shall use my time.
think that Amitabh Bachchan who it is said was rejected by the All India Radio. Does you mind go Self-help must precede help from others. Even for making certain of help from heaven, one has to help oneself.
back to that Amitabh Bachchan? Can you just tell us a little bit more from where you started from Written in the dust on the back of a bus. Wickenburg, Arizona. It’s hard to make a comeback when you haven’t been anywhere.
because everyone knows, everyone knows your story of coming to Mumbai… Amitabh: Somebody like It is not faith and works; it is not faith or works; it is faith that works.
Arnab: What pushes you? Amitabh: What somebody like you reminds me of the incident then I will For several days after my first book was published I carried it about in my pocket, and took surreptitious peeps at it to make sure the ink had not faded.
think of it. I don’t think about it everyday. I think it will be ridiculous to think about it. I But there ’s nothing half so sweet in life As love’s young dream.
think what happened in the past should be treated like that and move on. It would be terrible I To show, therefore, that we are capable of knowing, i.e. being certain that there is a God, and how we may come by this certainty, I think we need go no further than ourselves, and that undoubted knowledge we have of our own existence. . . . For man knows that he himself exists. . . . If any one pretends to be so sceptical as to deny his own existence, (for really to doubt of it is manifestly impossible,) let him for me enjoy his beloved happiness of being nothing, until hunger or some other pain convince him of the contrary. . . . He knows also that nothing cannot produce a being; therefore something must have existed from eternity. . . . Next, it is evident, that what had its being and beginning from another, must also have all that which is in and belongs to its being from another too. All the powers it has must be owing to and received from the same source. This eternal source, then, of all being must also be the source and original of all power; and so this eternal Being must be also the most powerful. . . . And most knowing. Again, a man finds in himself perception and knowledge. We have then got one step further; and we are certain now that there is not only some being, but some knowing, intelligent being in the world. There was a time, then, when there was no knowing being, and when knowledge began to be; or else there has been also a knowing being from eternity. . . . And therefore God.
think to dwell in what’s happened in the past because it’s not gonna get you anywhere. It’s The only fault’s with time; All men become good creatures: but so slow!
happened, it’s happened you move on. Beet gayee so baat gayee… famous line of my father’s verse. And when it rains on your parade, look up rather than down. Without the rain, there would be no rainbow.
But what pushes you is my work. And the fact that I get to play somebody different every morning. I One definition of man is “an intelligence served by organs.”
hopefully try to convince other people of that capability of mine and come home hopefully spent the But when the law, by means of its necessary agent, force, imposes upon men a regulation of labor, a method or a subject of education, a religious faith or creed — then the law is no longer negative; it acts positively upon people. It substitutes the will of the legislator for their own wills, the initiative of the legislator for their own initiatives. When this happens, the people no longer need to discuss, to compare and to plan ahead; the law does all this for them. Intelligence becomes a useless prop for the people; they cease to be men; they lose their personality, their liberty, their property.
energy that I may have spent putting across this character. Hopefully to have created something new The best way to keep children at home is to make the home a pleasant atmosphere and let the air out of the tires.
and different. Hopefully to have people some of more discerning people to be able to appreciate that I am bound by my own definition of criticism: a disinterested endeavor to learn and propagate the best that is known and thought in the world.
and live again for tomorrow. Arnab: Did AAG present you this opportunity? Amitabh: AAG is… Aag There are some things that are so serious that you have to laugh at them.
is…Arnab: Did it give you butterflies in your stomach? Amitabh: Yes everyday and it still does… Can you imagine a world without men? No crime and lots of happy fat women.
in the throes of its release. It is a negative role entirely negative role these are some of the The one thing you can do is to do nothing. Wait . . . You will find that you survive humiliation and that’s an experience of incalculable value.
fears and dangers that we have if people identify you a great noble, dignified, heroic human being The joy of feeling fit physically is reflected in a clearer and more useful mind. You may read and study forever, but you come to no more important truthful conclusions than these two: 1. Take care of your body (eat and exercise properly), and your mind will improve. 2. Work hard, and be polite and fair, and your condition in the world will improve. No pills, tablets, lotions, philosophies, will do as much for you as this simple formula I have outlined. The formula is not of my invention. Every intelligent man of experience since time began has taught it as a natural fact.
who has done all kinds of nice things in all his movies and now suddenly playing a terrible villain An atheist’s laugh ’s a poor exchange For Deity offended!
I look upon it as a test. The audience sometimes looks upon it as- How could he do it? My own mind is my own church.
 

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    Bollywood Features September 8th, 2007

      “I felt comfortable doing Cheeni Kum, I felt uncomfortable doing A tearing wind last night. A flurry of red clouds, hard, a water colour mass of purple and black, soft as a water ice, then hard slices of intense green stone, blue stone and a ripple of crimson light.
    Nishabd,” said Amitabh Bachchan in a freewheeling confessional interview with Editor-in-Chief of If the day and the night are such that you greet them with joy, and life emits a fragrance like flowers and sweet-scented herbs, is more elastic, more starry, more immortal – that is your success. All nature is your congratulation, and you have cause momentarily to bless yourself.
    Times Now Arnab Goswami in his weekly show Frankly Speaking. For once Big B gave a comprehensive We do what we can, and then make up a theory to prove our performance the best.
    answer to the repeated barbs of Naseeruddin Shah who has said at many an occasion of Mr Bachchan’s It grew late. Through the open door, stealthily, came the scent of madonna lilies, almost as if it were prowling abroad.
    minimal contribution to experimental or parallel cinema. “The kind of experimental cinema that The best possible preparation for the future is a well lived present.
    Naseer talks of was perhaps a little limited as far as its box office content was concerned, Humans hardly ever learn from the experience of others. They learn — when they do, which isn’t often — on their own, the hard way.
    therefore you tended to shy away from it,” he said. In one of the most comprehensive interviews with When a day that you happen to know is Wednesday starts off sounding like Sunday, there is something seriously wrong somewhere.
    the doyen of Indian cinema, IndiaFM brings you the first part of this absorbing conversation that Southern culture has fostered a type of imagination that has been influenced by Christianity of a not too unorthodox kind and by a strong devotion to the Bible, which has kept our minds attached to the concrete and the living symbol.
    you can watch on Times Now this Sunday (9th September). Beet gayee so baat gayee….Hmmmm….Time to When all is said and done, is there any more wonderful sight, any moment when man’s reason is nearer to some sort of contact with the nature of the world than the sowing of seeds, the planting of cuttings, the transplanting of shrubs or the grafting of slips.
    get hooked on to the magic….Arnab: So much is happening actually, when one looks back since we Never bear more than one kind of trouble at a time. Some people bear three — all they have now, all they ever had, and all they except to have.
    last met, the last eight months since we last met on the sets of this show, new films, a lot of Be careful what you shoot at . . . most things in here don’t react too well to bullets.
    events in your personal life, Abhi-Ash wedding…Amitabh: that’s right. Arnab: And professionally I do not dwell on dreams I know how soon a dream becomes an expectation How can I have expectations? Look at me, No, Captain, Look at me, Look at me!
    you are doing newer things. How do you look back? What’s been for you the happiest moment, if God had one Son on earth without sin, but never one without suffering.
    there’s not a….Amitabh: Well… if you are gonna push me to the wall then I’ll say obviously the Charlotte, having seen his body Borne before her on a shutter, Like a well-conducted person, Went on cutting bread and butter.
    wedding of the son…but you know this is life, everyday there is something happening and … and Remind yourself regularly that you are better than you think you are. Successful people are not superhuman. Success does not require a super-intellect. Nor is there anything mystical about success. And success doesn’t based on luck. Successful people are just ordinary folks who have developed belief in themselves and what they do. Never — yes, never — sell yourself short.
    when you are in a, in a, profession which is high profile….then something or the other keeps Great warriors, like great earthquakes, are principally remembered for the mischief they have done.
    happening this is life.. Arnab: are you working harder today than you worked earlier? Amitabh: I… Whenever you are angry, be assured that it is not only a Present evil, but that you have increased a habit.
    don’t know.. Arnab: Like pushing yourself? Amitabh: I don’t know, I …have never considered using There is nothing like staying at home for real comfort.
    any yardstick to measure whether I’m working harder or less, but let’s say that I’m occupied with Teach to the the problems, not to the text.
    whatever I’m doing, my day is full and I like it that way, it’s something to look forward to every {The cleansing of spiritual contamination} is accomplished by offering one’s talent, resources, and life to the world.
    morning. I don’t know anything else so I’m happy that I have a few films. And I enjoy going to the Children have an unerring instinct for knowing when they are being patronized. They go immediately on the defensive against head-patting adults who treat them like strange beings.
    studio and attempting new things or whatever is offered to me, it’s nice…Arnab: You know, it was Therefore the Lord himself shall give you a sign; Behold, a virgin shall conceive, and bear a son, and shall call his name Immanuel. Butter and honey shall he eat, that he may know to refuse the evil, and choose the good. KJV
    said…This comment had been once made by Naseeruddin Shah & he’d said that why has experimental It is a cruel folly to offer up to ostentation so many lives of creatures, as to make up the state of our treats.
    movies, why have they not happened? And he had been quoted as saying that the one person who’d ruled For the ignorant, old age is as winter; for the learned, it is a harvest.
    the film industry-Amitabh Bachchan-in the 70′-80’s even after that…didn’t make an attempt to do Among the many things he has requested of me to-night, this is the principal,—that on his gravestone shall be this inscription.
    it. But now the kind of movies you’re doing are both experiments and they are unconventional. Are So many gods, so many creeds, So many paths that wind and wind, While just the art of being kind Is all the sad world needs.
    you doing it consciously Mr. Bachchan? Amitabh: Firstly I’m happy, you know… that somebody is I feel sure that no girl would go to the altar if she knew all.
    noticing that there is a change in our format and in our attempt to do something different, but If Patrick Henry thought that taxation without representation was bad, he should see how bad it is with representation.
    yes, Naseer is right that in the early years there was this accusation that was leveled not just to The price of greatness is responsibility.
    me but to all the actors in the mainstream commercial, escapist cinema who had a following, who had Oh stay! oh stay! Joy so seldom weaves a chain Like this to-night, that oh ‘t is pain To break its links so soon.
    a certain profile with the audience and they were often said look, you know you have the strength of Men talk as if victory were something fortunate. Work is victory.
    the audience and the box-office to be able to make better cinema and therefore why aren’t you His studie was but litel on the bible.
    attempting it? There were several factors I think that go into this…I think when you initially Sickness is a hindrance to the body, but not to the will, unless the will consent. Lameness is a hindrance to the leg, but not to the will. Say this to yourself at each event that happens, for you shall find that though it hinders something else it will not hinder you. . . .
    start off work as an artist the main desire is to get some work, to get the work, you want to Lack of will power has caused more failure than lack of intelligence or ability.
    succeed to get some more work and you realise that what succeeds is what does well at the box When government accepts responsibility for people, then people no longer take responsibility for themselves.
    office. The kind of experimental cinema that Naseer talks of was perhaps a little limited as far as The first need of a free people is to define their own terms.
    its box office content was concerned, therefore you tended to shy away from it, but yes after having The rose has thorns only for those who would gather it.
    achieved a certain degree of recognition this should have been encouraged again but I think, by that The most cogent reason for restricting the interference of government is the great evil of adding unnecessarily to its power.
    time there are several other factors that are working let us say a artist like…a prominent star Waves of a serene life pass over us from time to time, like flakes of sunlight over the fields in cloudy weather.
    whose stayed number one for several in the box office he agrees to do something experimental in Of all the varieties of virtues, liberalism is the most beloved.
    nature, Will the people who are connected with him and in its business treat it in the same tense or I never told my religion nor scrutinize that of another. I never attempted to make a convert nor wished to change another’s creed. I have judged of others’ religion by their lives, for it is from our lives and not from our words that our religion must be read. By the same test must the world judge me.
    with the same attitude that the actors going to that is really the question? I think not because, a Every day you waste is one you can never make up.
    lot of commerce writes ahead of and behind this object of ‘Great Box Office success’ and sometimes Justice will not come to Athens until those who are not injured are as indignant as those who are injured.
    it can be very misleading to one. And sometimes it can be very misleading to work. I could be the There is no greater sin than desire, No greater curse than discontent, No greater misfortune than wanting something for oneself. Therefore he who knows that enough is enough will always have enough.
    number one seller at the box office but when I make an experimental film I could be making several Don’t live in what you can’t stand up in.
    considerations for the execution of that project. not necessarily not in the mind s of people who Moral principle is a looser bond than pecuniary interest.
    are exploiting it or selling it and that is the danger we feel .cause we never know what the Said after she had been seriously ill: The doctors were very brave about it.
    distributor is paying for it and how is he recovering that money and how is he is further selling it Thy rare gold ring of verse (the poet praised) Linking our England to his Italy.
    and what the exhibitors are paying it and what are the expectations just because there is a cerebral Leaves have their time to fall, And flowers to wither at the north–wind’s breath, And stars to set; but all, Thou hast all seasons for thine own, O Death!
    star in it. He may think that this is another movie with lots of song and drama, the usual box I observe the physician with the same diligence as he the disease.
    office drama content in it, but may end up not finding none of it is there and therefore loose. but When men speak ill of you, live so as nobody may believe them.
    he may decide or configure his commercials of that project through that thinking that sort of I don’t try to describe the future. I try to prevent it.
    pre-rights a commercial actor and therefore sometimes there are unfortunate happenings there can be I thought I could change the world. It took me a hundred years to figure out I can’t change the world. I can only change Bessie. And honey, that ain’t easy either.
    huge losses just because he has bought a part of it thinking this is going to be a commercial film All promise outruns performance.
    but in fact it is something middle of the road or even less.. Arnab: But when you are pushing the Whatever task you undertake, do it with all your heart and soul. Always be courteous, never be discouraged. Beware of him who promises something for nothing. Do not blame anybody for your mistakes and failures. Do not look for approval except the consciousness of doing your best.
    boundaries because you’re recent films the themes themselves Mr. Bachchan, Nishabd and Cheeni Kum God put me on Earth to accomplish a certain number of things. Right now I’m so far behind I will never die!
    they are so unconventional, doesn’t the fear of – that I will not be accepted by the masses or by Sylvia’s skin was exquisite, soft and pretty; Leonard loved the way it looked tacked up on his wall.
    the audiences not in Mumbai or in Delhi but in Gorakhpur in this role, doesn’t that worry you? When you get lemons, make lemonade.
    Amitabh: See….when you are playing the leading man then you carry the onus of the birth not the They should make new ways to better design buildings and books. The computer was the end of Swiss typography!
    success or failure of that film as well. That’s the time to worry and perhaps that’s the period of There is one quality which one must possess to win, and that is definiteness of purpose, the knowledge of what one wants, and a burning desire to possess it.
    my career where this could have been legitimately argued. But I think that now that I’m 65 and I Look to the future and not to the past To find those things you want to make last.
    play character roles and the onus of the box-office doesn’t entirely restrict me then I think it This planet has — or rather had — a problem, which was this: most of the people living on it were unhappy for pretty much of the time. Many solutions were suggested for this problem, but most of these were largely concerned with the movements of small green pieces of paper, which is odd because on the whole it was not the small pieces of paper that were unhappy.
    makes it much more easier to take these decisions. Also the fact because I’m 65 I obviously can’t do I mean not to run with the Hare and holde with the Hounde.
    something young therefore there are really no options and if there are enterprising people in Cheeni Christmas parable: The stable boy had finished work that day, Had filled the manger with new, fragrant hay, Had fed the beasts, and usually would sleep Snuggled for warmth among the placid sheep; But not tonight, for he’d conceived a plan To join a merchant’s camel caravan And travel to far places. He had heard Exciting tales of cities which had stirred His longing for adventure. He would go Where things were happening; his friends would know Why he had gone. He often said to them, “Oh, nothing happens here in bethlehem.” He looked back once, before they traveled far, And wondered vaguely: why that brilliant star?
    Kum, Nishabd or the villain in AAG, Ram Gopal Verma’s Aag or several others that are being I have no desire to move mountains, construct monuments, or leave behind in my wake material evidence of my existence. But, in the final recollection, if the essence of my being has caused a smile to have appeared upon your face or a touch of joy within your heart . . . Then in living—I have made my mark.
    considered then its very fortunate for me as an actor cause I’m being tested and I’m being examined You are right in demanding that an artist approach his work consciously, but you are confusing two concepts: the solution of a problem and the correct formulation of a problem. Only the second is required of the artist.
    all over again and the enthusiasm levels to do something or attempt something becomes different all Beloved, follow not that which is evil, but that which is good. He that doeth good is of God: but he that doeth evil hath not seen God. KJV
    the more potent. Arnab: Can you pick for our viewers the two most, as you say the actor has to be A man will fight harder for his interests than for his rights.
    tested from these two films Nishabd and Cheeni Kum, two moments where you felt you were being A sine curve goes off to infinity, or at least the end of the blackboard
    tested? Amitabh: Yeah…I think both of them in their own way were great challenges, I felt Nishabd Research teaches a man to admit he is wrong and to be proud of the fact that he does so, rather than try with all his energy to defend an unsound plan because he is afraid that admission of error is a confession of weakness when rather it is a sign of strength.
    was more challenging, I felt comfortable doing Cheeni Kum, I felt uncomfortable doing Nishabd, not Glitter, and in that one word how much of all that is detestable do we express.
    uncomfortable morally or ethically or according to social standards. Not because of moral or social No radiant pearl which crested Fortune wears, No gem that twinkling hangs from Beauty’s ears, Not the bright stars which Night’s blue arch adorn, Nor rising suns that gild the vernal morn, Shine with such lustre as the tear that flows Down Virtue’s manly cheek for others’ woes.
    angle behind the film. It was a tougher role it was pushing me into areas where I had not been It is pleasant to have been to a place the way a river went.
    before and therefore trying to think more and wonder and that’s what being in a film is all about. Faith, like the whole Christian life, is an encounter in which God takes and keeps the initiative.
    if I can have a sleepless night before going on to the sets next morning and I have got butterflies A ship in harbor is safe — but that is not what ships are for.
    in my stomach next morning then it is worth going to work next morning then it is the test of the Every love is the love before In a duller dress.
    examination that going to follow. For an artist I believe that’s very important, you need to keep Not houses finely roofed or the stones of walls well builded, nay nor canals and dockyards make the city, but men able to use their opportunity.
    evolving you need to keep going into areas which you haven’t been before otherwise it becomes very Our Man in Havana.
    routine and that would be a very sad state of affairs Arnab: Even more important than box-office People are constantly clamoring for the joy of life. As for me, I find the joy of life in the hard and cruel battle of life — to learn something is a joy to me.
    success? Amitabh: I think somewhere you need to have mental balance. You need the box-office When I see a merchant over-polite to his customers, begging them to taste a little brandy and throwing half his goods on the counter,—thinks I, that man has an axe to grind.
    success to continuously be at work but if you are going to be doing work which is routine then as an Getting people to like you is only the other side of liking them.
    artist you are going to be dishonest and may be cheating your profession. Ideally of course I would Oh, when I was in love with you, Then I was clean and brave And miles around the wonder grew How well I did behave. And now the fancy passes by, And nothing will remain, And miles around they’ll say that I Am quite myself again.
    like to be working in really creative films, testing my creativity everyday and seeing that the box Some feelings are to mortals given With less of earth in them than heaven.
    office is also sent across outside the pavilion…hitting the numbers are concerned, but that does I disapprove of what you say, but I will defend to the death your right to say it.
    not always happen, I think you take some of the good with the bad and some of the bad with the The path is smooth that leadeth on to danger.
    good. Arnab: If you look at it Mr. Bachchan you have always been criticized. Is it because of your Do not go gentle into that good night, Old age should burn and rave at close of day; Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
    stature? Is it because of the things that you do? Amitabh: I actually should be asking this A merely fallen enemy may rise again, but the reconciled one is truly vanquished.
    question. It is usually the media that asks. Two things come to my mind when you put a question like Till the cows come home.
    that… one is… is there some kind of dissatisfaction you have towards me as a human being as an Hope is the seed of liberation.
    individual as an artist as a person… a misfit… whatever… the frills that come with being a If you do not conquer self, you will be conquered by self.
    celebrity or is it that you need to say this because it is going to make good copy because I think This is not mathematics, it is theology. [On being exposed to Hilbert’s work in invariant theory.]
    this is where the differentiation will come in and you will have to decide it you want the copy or Killing an animal to make a coat is a sin. It wasn’t meant to be and we have no right to do it. A woman gains status when she refuses to see anything killed to be put on her back. Then she’s truly beautiful!
    you will be able to say the truth which is which could well be… that ya … we live in a society There is no exercise better for the heart than reaching down and lifting people up.
    where there are just very few limited number of people who are celebrities worthy of being talked A brotherhood of venerable trees.
    about and written about and therefore lets keep writing or attacking them because that’s making good He promoted the education of the parish clergy and wrote: He seems to me a very foolish man, and very wretched, who will not increase his understanding while he is in the world, and ever wish and long to reach that endless life where all shall be made clear.
    copy for us. Arnab: Well I remember a quote of yours that you gave in an interview in 1999 where A character standard is far more important than even a gold standard. The success of all economic systems is still dependent upon both righteous leaders and righteous people. In the last analysis, our national future depends upon our national character that is, whether it is spiritually or materially minded.
    you said ‘I am never a confident about my career at any stage’ and you went on to say that ‘everyday Men talk of killing time, while time quietly kills them.
    I think it is the end of the world and my career is over’. Why would Amitabh Bachchan say something Worries go better with soup than without.
    like that? Amitabh: That’s because you have attached a certain renowned to the name Amitabh But neither life nor happiness can be achieved by the pursuit of irrational whims. Just as man is free to attempt to survive in any random manner, but will perish unless he lives as his nature requires, so he is free to seek his happiness in any mindless fraud, but the torture of frustration is all he will find, unless he seeks the happiness proper to man. The purpose of morality is to teach you, not to suffer and die, but to enjoy yourself and live.
    Bachchan. It’s just another name, and it’s just another individual, and just another human being who Punctuality is the virtue of the bored.
    is in the profession and in a medium which is perhaps a little larger than life. All the things that The accusing spirit, which flew up to heaven’s chancery with the oath, blushed as he gave it in; and the recording angel as he wrote it down dropped a tear upon the word and blotted it out forever.
    we do are bigger than life and larger in perspective and more heroic and a lot more worthy of It is only the poor who pay cash, and that not from virtue, but because they are refused credit.
    adulation and therefore some of that or a very large quantity of that comes on to us. Arnab: Do you One of the keys to happiness is a bad memory.
    think that Amitabh Bachchan who it is said was rejected by the All India Radio. Does you mind go License they mean when they cry Liberty; For who loves that, must first be wise and good.
    back to that Amitabh Bachchan? Can you just tell us a little bit more from where you started from Great God, I ask thee for no meaner pelf Than that I may not disappoint myself, That in my action I may soar as high As I can now discern with this clear eye.
    because everyone knows, everyone knows your story of coming to Mumbai… Amitabh: Somebody like Today’s public figures can no longer write their own speeches or books, and there is some evidence that they can’t read them either.
    Arnab: What pushes you? Amitabh: What somebody like you reminds me of the incident then I will Responsibility is the thing people dread most of all. Yet it is the one thing in the world that develops us, gives us man hood or womanhood fibre.
    think of it. I don’t think about it everyday. I think it will be ridiculous to think about it. I With reference to the narrative of events, far from permitting myself to derive it from the first source that came to hand, I did not even trust my own impressions, but it rests partly on what I saw myself, partly on what others saw for me, the accuracy of the report being always tried by the most severe and detailed tests possible. My conclusions have cost me some labor from the want of coincidence between accounts of the same occurrences by different eyewitnesses, arising sometimes from imperfect memory, sometimes from undue partiality for one side or the other. The absence of romance in my history will, I fear, detract somewhat from its interest; but I shall be content if it is judged useful by those inquirers who desire an exact knowledge of the past as an aid to the interpretation of the future, which in the course of human things must resemble if it does not reflect it. My history has been composed to be an everlasting possession, not the showpiece of an hour.
    think what happened in the past should be treated like that and move on. It would be terrible I Personally, I have nothing against work, particularly when performed quietly and unobtrusively by someone else.
    think to dwell in what’s happened in the past because it’s not gonna get you anywhere. It’s There is a theory which states that if ever anyone discovers exactly what the Universe is for and why it is here, it will instantly disappear and be replaced by something even more bizarre and inexplicable. There is another theory which states that this has already happened.
    happened, it’s happened you move on. Beet gayee so baat gayee… famous line of my father’s verse. I am the master in my fate; I am the captain of my soul.
    But what pushes you is my work. And the fact that I get to play somebody different every morning. I Provision for others is a fundamental responsibility of human life.
    hopefully try to convince other people of that capability of mine and come home hopefully spent the The known is finite, the unknown infinite; intellectually we stand on an islet in the midst of an illimitable ocean of inexplicability. Our business in every generation is to reclaim a little more land.
    energy that I may have spent putting across this character. Hopefully to have created something new Everyone is a bore to someone. That is unimportant. The things to avoid is being a bore to oneself.
    and different. Hopefully to have people some of more discerning people to be able to appreciate that If I have any beliefs about immortality, it is that certain dogs I have known will go to heaven, and very, very few persons.
    and live again for tomorrow. Arnab: Did AAG present you this opportunity? Amitabh: AAG is… Aag I assisted at the birth of that most significant word “flirtation,” which dropped from the most beautiful mouth in the world.
    is…Arnab: Did it give you butterflies in your stomach? Amitabh: Yes everyday and it still does… Give unto me, made lowly wise, The spirit of self-sacrifice; The confidence of reason give, And in the light of truth thy bondman let me live!
    in the throes of its release. It is a negative role entirely negative role these are some of the Youth demands recreation, and if it is not provided in high places, whey will seek it in low places.
    fears and dangers that we have if people identify you a great noble, dignified, heroic human being To learn something new, take the path you took yesterday.
    who has done all kinds of nice things in all his movies and now suddenly playing a terrible villain Be fanatics. When it comes to being and doing and dreaming the best, be maniacs.
    I look upon it as a test. The audience sometimes looks upon it as- How could he do it? The best answer to anger is silence.
     

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